Just got back from vacation in Hawaii. Let me say I feel alive and rejuivenated. I like the fact that I got to feel and see new experiences. It made me feel like a kid again. Kind of part of the same feeling that I get when I paint. After all I think for many of us we try our whole lives to revert back to being a kid, usually because thats when alot of our fondest memories our from. I realized this while I was there in Hawaii. Which made me think, how can I achieve this feeling a constant basis. I think the answer involves my art. And doing my art full time is how I achieve that. I think for many years I have been dead inside because there has not been enough positive creative juices flowing through me. I believe for my sake and my familys sake that this is something I must do with all me heart and soul. It is my greatest purpose on earth or at least a path that will lead to something of an even greater purpose.